i feel very upset when my family members dun understand what i am doing. jus like how my parents dun understand why i am so tired everyday after work, why i cant afford that few minutes to stop packing behind the pharmacy to go out to buy medicine for them. to them, coming home to read after work is a real joke.

orientation ended. the real challenge finally arrived!

Today is the day i got my first pay. pathetic amount, but i am ready to meet up with my dearest friends to give everyone a small treat! :D:D

patient safety, ADR, MRSA, ICU, hand hygience ....

been listening to all these terminology these few days. memories of my dearest uncle kept flashing back...the words i told him, the promises we once made and how he died in front of me. it is still emotionally very painful and i really hope i get to walk out of it soon.

instead of robbing the bank today, i went with the gals to Vivo to shop and had dinner at a hk cafe. We are so damn slacked!

Corporate orientation these 3 days. got abandoned by my friends to join a new orientation group today. It was so boring that I am so tired now cause half of the time I was staring outside and daydreaming. And there is this new clinical farmer beside me who speaks with this slang that I cannot understand, and thus I cant be bothered to talk to him.

i am currently so poor that i cant sleep last night cause i had to think where else to get money. i dun know why eating at kopitiam or staff canteen can cause me to be so broke! maybe i should rob a bank tmr night since work ends early. :D

not looking to work tmr cause it is only orientation abt the company. it sounds boring.

i feel lousy cause whenever i get busy, my whole life gets very screwed up. i forgot to bring cheryl's card today, forgot to bring home the therapeutics worksheet from work yesterday, forgot that i had an appt yesterday. There is sth that i seem to never learn: multi-tasking!

i come home everyday this week feeling very tired, partly due to work which i dun know why cause it is supposed to be simple, and partly due to traveling cause i am going back at unearthy timings like 10pm. i feel worse when i just go to bed straight every work with NTH done.

lastly, i hate the dry cough.

my friend, who is a SJ fan, is jealous that my colleagues get to perform sorry sorry during the staff party. Yes those guys! :D:D

inpatient rotations is going to be damn xiong, but i hope to do a good job. i think i will only meet those mentors and my training partner for the next 12 weeks. Bye world!