today wasnt easy at all. i dun know why, my performance status was disappointed. how can i forget the basic workflow. sigh. the fault doesnt lie in anyone but me. i need to be more attentive at work. :(

packed a case of med recon. this case wasnt easy, full of unexpected surprises lol, but somehow i felt damn good after finishing it. Med recon is sth like collecting patient's old medications and see if he can use that for the latest medication regimen after discharge, so he dun need to buy so much again and there wont be so much duplicate medications at home. by doin med recon, i helped this particular patient saved 32 bucks by doing it! hope he gets well soon! it wasnt the first med recon i done, but i felt quite good after finishing it. :D

my family thinks it is weird why i am going out earlier and earlier but reaching home later and later everyday. :X And yeah, i dun have time or energy to upload photos onto fb. i dun even have time to upload an one-sentence status.

business is damn good the last few days in the farm such that we were asked to go down and pack. now, actually i really hate packing cause i think i tend to switch off my brain and be complacent. i do know its importance and significance in this initial learning stage. the challenge now is to constantly remind myself to always tell myself i must be willing to learn every single thing.

working is so much different from studying. in the past, whenever i feel really uncomfortable, i will just skip lectures or school. not that i skip alot, but i got the luxury to rest if i want. had a bad stomachache this morning, but i still had to pack with no mistakes. because no mistakes can be tolerated.

there are so many things i wanna do, but i cant. because life is so stagnant, am upset. :(

drug info rotation sounds scary. reading journals will be my hobby over there. i don't think am looking forward to that.

its so hard to survive when there is no spoonfeeding. no lecture notes for summary.

i have been staring at my computer typing some notes on renal topic since late afternoon, except for 1hour plus break, and now my eyes are going to pop out anytime. and there are still so much things to learn, understand and read.

and i am gg to sleep now otherwise i may go blind before i got my license.

after so many years of whining and complaining, i have finally reached the day when I graduated! And with a first class honours heh! :)

I thank my parents for their never ending love and support for me. they were my best friends, even though sometimes my enemies when we quarreled. they were my doctors/pharmacists when i fell sick(which is so frequent), and they were my cooks for my meals since young. many times in my primary and secondary schools, i kept forgetting to bring things to school and they had to come school to give me. I thank them for going through the agony to pray for my english grades, esp GP during A levels. I thank them for their money for my english tuition otherwise I know I will never be what I am today. And the list goes on.

i think they are so noble cause they play so many roles in my life and so many times, their efforts may not be appreciated by me. :( I love them and I pray that they stay healthy so that I can start to play the many roles in their lives. :)

oh ya, i wore the grad hat until i tension headache yesterday, it was so painful. My head is really very big. the hat is already M size lor!

it felt weird to walk around with 90 tablets of viagra in the hospital. was doing SAP(transfer of items btw diff places) heh.

after what happened today, i will increase my tolerance for everything.
breathe in breathe out, and smile. :D

still sick, with a rather bad dry cough. i took antibiotics, had more rest the last few days. what went wrong.