we got a party coming up to welcome the new pre-regs and to celebrate alot of random stuff, and guess wad! I(and my fellow ex-pre regs) have to organise! Well, even though i am not the head of the organising team, i am sick of gg for meetings and coming home to do slides for the party! >.<

And i got one extra work to do now - ward check. duper unhappy. =(

i was so tired on friday that i immediately went to arrange a massage session the next day - saturday! thank god i am silly enough to waste that money, cause i think it was well-spent! Now, am thinking of the package ... hmmm.

And do u think i should go for the facials too? >.< i am so stressed over the waiting time at my workplace i got acne outbreak. gosh i dun even have that during viva. or should i go see a skin doc in the workplace cause i got staff benefits anyway?

i keep telling myself i shouldnt worry as much cause i am only getting that small amt of pay, but i cant help feeling irritated when people are not working as hard or slacking during work. just kill me.

the nice boss is leaving. we had a dinner last friday tgt, with the rest. i could see he was very tired. take good care of urself!

I haven been feeling good recently, cause I am very tired. acute fatigue syndrome i guess. woke up with a very bad sore throat the day before, and had been sneezing non stop and had a massive headache this weekend.

sometimes i wonder am i jus lazy, or this job is too mentally challenging for me? trust me, outpatient is not as easy as what the outside world thinks. i gave myself this challenge few mths ago, and true enough, i am struggling.

i am concerned abt the waiting time, i know what this all means. i want to do well too, but it doesnt feel nice sometimes when i feel i am the only one fighting for it. what does teamwork means?

i think i am evil. recently, i have been rather inpatient with some of the newbies packers. come on, i really think we need to be initiative! i am such a horrible person right.

i signed up for a volunteer programme. hopefully they find my minimum knowledge useful hehe. =) need to do some good karma to balance off the bad stuff i do(to those newbies) and my occasionally rude behavior at some csc and foreigners neh neh patients!

I wasnt feeling very well in the whole of last week. Think I didnt had enough rest since my bdae and then the monthly thing came .. so it became sth like chronic plus acute fatigue. but i didnt take mc!!! Hehe really pray I didnt have any errors done these few days.

i am happy with what i have now. so thankful that i wont ask for more. one step at a time. =)

Emo is contagious!

so stay away from me.

I hate admin work. how come open one shop must do this do that. mus clear no show, must print this print that .. yet i still get the same pay. still need to see waiting time. Grr am upset, plus i got no bonus.