I am having such a good life this week that I am feeling bored sometimes. ><

Pre-reg training finally ended! And I jus came back from tioman and bangkok and pattaya! And I am on leave this whole week! Awesome life! First time thinking why time passed so slow, why tudou stream so fast, the quiet and slow pace, no longer fearful about waking up late, dun need to worry about what to eat for lunch...

Tioman trip was not bad, like the sea alot. But not the mosquitoes. bangkok trip was once a lifetime thingy lol, like the massage sessions and the nwa coffee sessions every night. And I like the budget we all have! ><

Starting work as a real farmer next week. I look forward to a more fulfilling and challenging life ahead. And a richer life LOL.

Was having dinner with this guy and some friends, then he ordered a plate of veg salad and placed in front of me ... asked me to eat ... from this, you should know this can never be my close friend cause i am a carnivore.

then after that, i was telling this guy i lost alot of weight in pre-reg. and i really meant it, and i am happy i gained some weight back cause otherwise i will be classified as malnutrition/catabolin based on ESPEN guidelines.

I was quite shocked when this guy told me okay at most ur BMI dropped from 25 to 23 ... you dun look like you got a BMI of 21 now.

Is he trying to say I am still very fat???

Anyway he was my big boss, so I cant say anything but agree with him. -.-

I got so upset just now i cut my own hair! ^^ Now it looks nice so am happy! :)

My prereg log book is gg liao. SOS pleaseeeeeee!!!

i am really lost for words when i saw those words. i will never forget what just happened.

The cough is really irritating. And I lost my voice today, really bad day. came home to sleep from 9pm to now, which is 4am. and here i am, trying very hard to START my learning log book. someone jus kill me to reduce my sufferings!!!!

okay i decide i should not any more fried food this week so that my cough will get well then i can enjoy my tioman and bangkok trip! so, no mac breakfast tmr cause it will contain my fav hash brown.

Anw, this morning, i jus eaten 2 plates of fried mee siam during pss lecture... its really too nice to resist liao! Anyway, i think my classmates all did a good job today, i will never dare to present in front of so many people! Well done everyone, but i hope my own friends will win LOL.

Just when i die die cannot take mc, i had to be so sick that i need to go home and rest. currently, watever that comes out from my nose or mouth are all yellow, its disgusting shit. and my fever just kept coming back, mother told me i bended myself into a ball shape when i was sleeping jus now cause i was shivering. doctor said this is weird, and i need to go for further tests if i still didnt get well.

pls pray for my health so that i can enjoy my holidays which is really coming so soon. meanwhile, i am meeting big boss to discuss a big project tmr, pls pray for me. thanks.

and i am really really a licensed pharmacist now. not bluff! not trainee!

I am sick again. Down with very bad sore throat that I think I am really in great pain. And the nose prob is acting up again, I think most prob dun need to sleep tonight le. I really really feel like taking mc tmr, but boss today jus said in my face that there are people who always mc every few days, and he thought they are idiots.

I got to rush out a report by tmr night and ppt slides by friday morning. then, i got to rush my another project report by friday night. then, i got to do 90 prescriptions, 10 cases and 20 soaps by monday so that preceptor can sign ... omg this is tougher than before!

Yeah the end is near .... But so near yet so far.

Finally, the 9 mths of the journey to the west came to an end. Am happy that I survived it, I think this can make up one of the hardest point in my whole life. I may not have gone through a lot in life yet, but I am certain this is one of the most torturous 9 months I ever had. At some points in my pre-reg, I was almost crying every night when I got home. Cause I hated work so much, and I dun know why I must make myself go through this. I dun know how I got through this, but I am happy again. And I found back the motivation again. And because of what I went through, I am sometimes more certain this is what I want. ^^

I thanked someone out there for always being there for me all these while. Always being there for my nonsense messages. You are someone I can relate my problems to, and someone I believe can be impartial. And someone I believe got time to listen to my problems. With your encouragement, going to work is much easier. I am grateful for all the help all these while and I will always remember it. :)

OH yeah, so my dear friends, I am free again! I am now a registered farmer! Even I cant believe this myself, but it is true! Woohooo!!! ^^

Had a good break today! I pon the PSS session and slept till 10am plus! Thats life man! Then went to my nephew's one year old birthday party! He is a very cute baby. Today, I heard that my other nephew, who was just recently born, seemed to have eczema. :((( Can see alot of rash on his body, so sad. I hope as a farmer next time, I can help him more.

Anyone heard of Glee? Or am I the only one who haven heard of this hollywood thingy? Noob man!

People keep saying, dispensing is easyyyy and boring. I dun really agree with this, an outpatient pharmer is not easy at all. How to convince people to be compliant? How to make patients feel that the time they spent waiting for us at the farm is worthy? And this goes on ... This is exactly the reason I make my students believe why it is worthy to pay me to go for lessons, wahahahaha.

I was graded as POOR in the communication section for my DI attachment, means below 50%. And for the other 3 sections, I got around 60% only. Am I really that lousy? :(

Or am I setting too high expectations for myself, that I always make myself upset.

Lousy day to end my lousy week. :(:(:(

I am a hem.

Reading too much such books these few days, I feel lousy. First, I think I accomplished nothing in the 22 years of my life. Second, I think I am still so childish. Third, I think I am a burden to everyone, sometimes my friends too. I always make a fuss out of nothing and make everyone upset. :(

I am alright, I am just overly tired. I rushed my report last night, and was barely awake today.

I dun know if I should take a long break after pre-reg. But I am afraid I will get too bored. I really want to get my Dec holidays but dun know can anot. Haiz!

I am so tired. My cough is still here, and actually it is not improving at all. I tried 6 bottles of cough syrup already, and started at the 7th one today. If things dun get better, I am gg to be very emo. :(

because I know it too well.