today sth really bad happened in the farm, and i felt rather gulity cause i am the last one in contact. :( But I think this incident brought everyone closer.

I will pray hard tonight for you.

today i went to a far far away place ... choa chu kang! Argh really really far. but quite cool to see the turf club!

i dun know how many of my friends still read this blog .. but i was recently on CNA for 3.5 seconds! I attended my farm pledge ceremony and somehow i was on tv. not that i was the best few, but because of my surname which starts with a B, i was at the first row LOL. Dun dare to put on fb cause it is still AA, but i think u guys should see it!

one day i aim to be that lady which appeared from the start. >.<

link: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/video/index.php?vidfile=110526_sg_pharmacists.flv. catch it before it gets removed down! ^^

there is a part of me wanting very badly to go for a holiday .. and it doesnt help when i know i have some spare cash left (not alot, just that this small sum of spare cash appears after i got registered and i got a pay rise! Awww!)

My friend jus came back from holiday, I have friends who are gg for holidays soon, I have friends who want to go holiday with me! Not alot for the last group though, luckily. ^^ So you see how hard is it to stop thinking abt holidays!!

I still dun think I am very rich now. I think that one will always remains a dream (yes, I want to be very rich and count my money everyday) I do get to count thousands of money everyday NOW but thats because I am working as a cashier at my pharmacy for my private patients. I love the smell of money!!! But of cos it isn't nice when I have discrepancy in the accounts. =( well maybe it is destined I can only count Tens of money.

A short getaway is good. To make me think what I really want. What I really feel n think. I seem to forget why I choose to go OP now, and sometimes I do feel disturbed. But I realised I should give myself some time to settle down. =)

Okay I got a new goal next month. I am not gg to take any cabs next month! ^^

In the last 1 month, my parents caught (but found by me) 3 cockroaches in my bedroom! This is really scary cause where do all these creatures come from? Now I am really scared and I dun dare to sleep on my own bed sometimes. Sometimes ... I even dreamt of them .. and I always have thoughts they are crawling on my bed ....

Should I call for a pest control man to come my room? Wonders if they take in such business ...

Love weekends nowadays! I am glad I finally have the opportunity to nwa during weekends like my other friends. Though it is short, but sometimes we know it cant be too long otherwise we forget how to go back to work!

Having this group of preceptorship n poly students in the pharmacy now. I finally understand how the preceptors feel. Those dispensing errors ... Well as much as I catched many of them, I am really worried I miss out some and patients end up suffering. but on the other hand, I just went through what these students are gg through now and I really hope to let them achieve what I once hope to achieve too. And its really inspiring to see them working so hard. ^^

Pss sessions are good for 1 thing. They are one reason to catch up with friends and to know everyone is still alive. Nowadays, I seldom see everyone .... :( even in my own hospital, it is hard to meetup too.

Sometimes I have problems dealing with things at work, but I think this is part of growing up n doing BIG things hur. Learning, still learning ... these admin skills, these PR skills. You know recently I need to do cashiering ... Well as lame it may sound, it is really not an easy job. esp to count money at the end of the day ... reminds me of my piggy bank. But I am glad I did it.

I am glad to have this buffer period now before I go on to the next stage of life.

bad news ... gf in hospital again. and sister is in bkk.

why did things progress till like that? :(

today, work was really busy and i happened to be the open shop pharmacist. Challenging! But I am glad I have nice colleagues except .....

Don't know why the whole day i keep thinking of cat fight. Damn random. ><

Hello!

I just want to write a note here to say i am really happy with my life now. =) Life as REGISTERED pharmacist as been really meaningful, I like talking to patients and educating them on their medications. At times, i feel i am still so incompetent to help them and feels really gulity. But i will work hard .. just that the motivation to read up is so minimum after the training.

I am happy with the working hours since i often start at 930 or 10am, no more squeezing in the trains! and the staff there are really nice, some patients are bad but i dun remember them at the end of the day. the happiest thing is, when patients come to u and say hey i remember u!!

and i seriously love the work life balance. nwa in the weekends ... omg so many long weekends recently ... ^^

however, i was on 2 days MC recently. damn, not even 1 mth as a pharmacist yet. >< been really sick ever since dun know why (if u read my blog). I am gg to stop drinking iced coffee and milk tea until i get healthy again!

i hope my passion and love stays on till then.