Attached to the big boss the next 2 weeks to learn how to do strategic planning. -.- So boss asked me and D what is wrong with the pond that was just bulit on top of the building. I tot it was damn nice. I told him risk of mosquitoes breeding, then he asked what else ... then i asked the platform beside the pond is too low, risk of people may fall into the pond while standing beside the pond. :(

Then he gave me a lame look and asked what else .. i wanted to say this is not a good spot to have a pond cause it was under the big sun, so hot! who will come to the pond right? But i decided to keep quiet in case he slap me.

so you guess what is the answer my boss looking for?

In an emo emo mood cause of the hormones. :( Luckily I love my patients and thus my job, otherwise I think I will lead a very sad life if I would have to work like this and deal with such matters everyday. I got so many things to do every weekend yet I have to think of all th exams, assignments, projects .... And sth as irritating as getting the signatures for those prescriptions to file so that I can graduate. All these things keep bothering me. So anal policy!

I wondered if Menpa went for lan outing today. You guys know why I cant go? Cause I got exams this week and i really got to study, but I dun want to say that time cause I will be whiney again. I hope to as far as possible, stay less whiney this new year lol. Hope the outing was fun for everyone. ^^ Dont worry I am okay, I dun play lan anyway!

Hopefully, this will be the last few times I write such things on a weekend again. =)

Sometimes there are things I want to tell people, but I dun know where to start. Why must I go through all these?

But I know I made the right choice.

Sigh I haven started studying for my retail viva. Tell me how to pass? I need to pass this badly! Anyone got any nice OTC notes to lend me so that I can have a crash course on this area in 1 hours? LOL. I trade my POM notes for the crash course for competency exam?

Pre-reg offically coming to an end. Time to write about the nice memories of this 9-months Journey to the West. Everyday is an eventful day you know! :)

I am such a bimbo. Not saying that I am pretty, but I am very brainless. >.<

Nursing a chronic cough now. On MC. :(

Hello world, I went to bed at 830pm last night and slept for 10 hours! Can you see how tired I am from all the coughing? I am still sick, no I am never well ever since CNY. Drinking cough syrup every night doesnt help. Actually I always feel it is better after a night of sleep, I always got phlegm in the morning, though it is green, YUCKS. But then, a whole day of dispensing made me throat so painful and for someone who dun like to drink water, I think I refilled my bottle 4 times a day. But gosh, I cant take MC cause I like to dispense so much. >.<

But I really like to talk to some patients, I like to sell pharmacy medicine. Cause thats when interventions come in. I like to tell patients you must continue applying fungal cream for one more week otherwise it will come back. I dun like to sell Hydrocortisone cream when Eloment dun work for them, cause I dun see the point. I met a drug addict yesterday, and he was coughing like crazy, but I still didnt sell. >< Actually, I wanted to give in to him, but my supervisor said dun GIVE IN.

But I made a dispensing error yesterday. Stilnox 6.25mg and 12.5mg. Apparently the 12.5mg box looked like it was a new box which is not tampered at all, so I didnt check the inside. I only made sure the outside is 12.5mg. So this is an antidepressant, and the patient was agitated when I was dispensing, and later on, he came back scolding me that I made an expensive error. WHY? Cause it was the 6.25mg strip that was inside. >.< I was really shocked, and luckily he went off after I gave him the correct medicine. I am really traumatized, I realised I really need to check EVERY SINGLE thing. And a small mistake, I may appear on the newspaper, and my career is tarnished. >.<

I am sick again. :(

I cant wait for the end of pre reg!

I AM DAMN STRESSED OVER THE 2 VIVAS TMR! KILL ME!

I wasnt in a really good mood these few days cause I am still coughing very badly (EMO!) and the workplace is in a mess and I am getting scolded everyday. It is very emoing, today someone looked at my name tag and told me I am the most not efficient person she ever met. OMG when i tell you what dumb thing she had done, then you tell me who is more not efficient. But I shall not say it cause I believe in karma. ><

Then, on my way home on the train, I met an old friend. A guy LOL. A long time since I last saw him, and was shocked to see him cause I was yawning in front of him few seconds ago. We started chatting and then he said lets go dinner. I dun know why, I got 3 vivas in the next 2 days, but I still said okay. Nah I dun like him, at that instance, I just said okay! So we went for dinner and then I felt so relieved after the meal. =) I think I need to meet more pp outside my workplace so that I wont emo or live in fear anymore.

I am not trying to say I like this guy. But I am just amazed how such an impromptu meal can turn out to be so perfect. I thank this old friend for taking out his time to eat with me, and I am damn impressed with his passion and hard work. It just came at the right time, and I met the right person. Often, we whine about how hard work is and how tired we are. But this friend of mine, he was very motivating and I feel very encouraged now!

But boy, I am dead for viva now. :(

And I must write here, happy birthday mh! You are the best gift in my jc years, hope you hv a good year ahead and do be happy! Love!:):)

Today, I went for my interview. I was really nervous cause this is my first time meeting face to face with my big boss. But he sounded alright and we chatted on pretty well, it was like a conversation just btw us for the 30 mins plus interview and I sorta enjoyed it,I hope I get selected and they get me what I want. ;) If I get what I want this time, I think most prob I will stay there for a long time ....

Today is V day. So, early in the morning, one PT passed me one flower. AHHA every girl got it, it was bought by the guys in the pharmacy. Lucky D is on leave today otherwise he has to pay. O.O Really sweet of them, I am so cheapo, I get christmas and v day presents whenever I go but I didnt give anything in return muahahaha. >.<

And the last min dinner was great, again free food. HOHOHO.

And I hope to pass all my vivas! not in the mood to study cause it doesnt concern my acceptance into the hospital liao! I just want to pass! ^^

hope mh's mother gets well soon. be strong. :)

I am still very sick cause I am still coughing and I feel as if the mucous lining at my esophagus area is tearing due to the chronic cough. Only on antibiotics and decongestant now. O.O Tell me how to heal faster can? Otherwise I will still be so noisy at work lol.

But I am really happy this week cause of something. YAYS. =)

Yesterday was our cny party which I and my colleagues spent so much of our time (even longer than studying for viva) preparing for! Glad it went well, I think we did a good job. But I was quite embarrassed cause I was caught by one of the VIP for looking so fascinated by the lion dance. Quite paiseh, but well .... I really think the lion dance was superb! And the food was great! And I won a can of sharks fins. :):)

Schedule next week: Monday interview, tuesday viva, wednesday viva, thurs BREAK, friday viva, next next mon ppt! WOOHOO HAPPY V DAY EVERYDAY IN ADVANCE! ^^ While I mug very hard to be a licensed farmer. And I am only starting now. oh my.

Oh ya, this week, I cabbed home everyday cause end work at 11 plus everyday. GOSH KILL ME. Anyway, the taxi driver always ask me if I am doctor. HELLO HOSPITAL DUN ONLY HAVE DOCTORS OKAY!

I really hope to go holiday after pre-reg haiz, very confused. >.< \

I cant wait for the end of pre reg. I can actually see the end already, oh my.

I never felt so tired my whole life, and all the vivas and ppt have not even started. Staying back repeatedly for the cny party is quite funny sometimes cause the colleagues are funny, but it is sucking all my energy away. My fever is happening anytime now, was shocked when I realised i still got fever at staff clinic today. Why am I so nwa?????? EMO. :((((( And I got a terrible sore throat and dry cough which doesnt goes away and doctor insists a decongestant will help? So I got scolded when I told her I have been taking procodin for the last 1 week and now i am feeling really shagggeedddd.

4 vivas next week with ppt the following week! welcome to the climax of pre reg!

Dun know that non marinated chicken can also taste so nice hee! ^.^

New year visiting is never the same again when u grow up and everyone starts asking you when you are going to get attached ... esp when everyone is alr Married and i am supposed to be the next one, and my dear sis is alr happily attached. I am really happy with my life now though I do feel a bf will be good, but then that guy dun want to be my bf wad! :( I feel more irritated when relatives said they spot me outside with a guy and they were gossiping that they will help me keep it as a secret if I mind that much! Hello, how come you know I am attached when I myself dun know!

Are times so bad that you guys cant wait to see me get married so that you dun need to give me ang paos!

And I got this duper big pimple on the eyelid which is so gross and i quickly bought bb cream to try to salvage, end up the bb cream is so light my face appears so white! Argh and I lost terribly in the cards games.

Nothing is going right in my rabbit year, sigh!