i think currently am still considered quite slack cause the rotations haven fully start yet. but then somehow, i am feeling really tired. at some time in the afternoon, i will feel like taking a nap (like suddenly!) and everything people said just sound like nonsense. and that's when the irritation comes in. sigh, i hope things get better. :) DISCIPLINE!!

i went to walk around the wards today, as we were refilling and checking the e-kits. very sad to see people suffering. i am so weak i told myself to walk faster in and faster get out of that place, because i dun want to see patients suffering and their face in pain yet i cant do anything.

heard abt the hospital's plans today. honestly, i feel very inspired. i told myself this is really a good place to practise and develop, i see a future with it. but somehow there is this fear inside me .....