business is damn good the last few days in the farm such that we were asked to go down and pack. now, actually i really hate packing cause i think i tend to switch off my brain and be complacent. i do know its importance and significance in this initial learning stage. the challenge now is to constantly remind myself to always tell myself i must be willing to learn every single thing.

working is so much different from studying. in the past, whenever i feel really uncomfortable, i will just skip lectures or school. not that i skip alot, but i got the luxury to rest if i want. had a bad stomachache this morning, but i still had to pack with no mistakes. because no mistakes can be tolerated.