its really hard to have a balance btw work and fun. ended work at 630pm and i had to rush down to meet friends for dinner. was so tired but had to attend cause it was a farewell dinner. and when i am tired, i dun feel like talking and people think i am losing my temper heh! its nearly impossible for me to go out on weekends now cause i want to spend time with family and do my work.

its so hard to catch up with work too. everyday i have so much questions which i never get a good satisfactory for many. miss those days with those excellent notes. and i dun have the luxury to go back to refer sometimes, keep forgetting what i jus learnt. :(((

change of schedule for rotations. i really hope everything will turn out fine. as much as i want to make full use of the hospital, i do hope my presence does help in the whole workflow in the hospital. thats why i will be trying my best to accept the changes which arent very nice actually. let the positive mood stays on!! ~