Maybe its due to the monthly hormonal thingy .. but i am so tired these few days. i have been sleeping the moment i reached home, immediately after bathing with my hair still wet. i jus lost conciousness like suddenly. Cause nobody is at home, i only woke up till the next morning. 2 days ago, i tried to force myself to stay awake so i ordered mac to eat. at least i got sth to wait and look forward to. guess what, i fell asleep after eating my fillet and my fries were untouched till the next morning! So disgusting right!

I am sad by the fact at how i managed my time so badly. And today, i jus attended a friend's grandfather's wake. I am suddenly so scared again what if my grandfather really leaves me one day.

emo.