This is the second consecutive week a farmer had commented that i dun know enough. Am i that lousy? Maybe i expect too much, but I never feel so down my whole life. I couldn't hide my disappointment anymore I teared on the way out. I always excel in the things I do, except now. And the worse thing is, I tried really hard. It made me doubt my abilities!!!! I am tired of the never ending work and effort I need to put in. Suan le la! >.<

it is not anyone's fault. i am the fault. i am lousy. :(((