cramps this afternoon was so painful i feel tears in my eyes. )))):

and so much work to do. and i dun like to do. and i feel so tired the last few days i slept at 11 cause it was the time of the mth! I woke up at 5am in shock the last 2 nights cause i haven read my enteral nutrition notes! Sigh sigh sigh i cant do it. i cant do it. i cant do it.